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[mighty_aphrodite]

Oh, all the things I have yet to do.

• Catch up on reading for Berman's class.
• Outline the second half of my thesis
• Catch up on Greek and study fro quiz tomorrow.

And isn't it strange how you get ahead in some things in order to avoid the ones you don't want to deal with.  For example, I'm a week ahead on my German history reading, I just e-mailed Rob my thesis bibliography, and bought and wrapped David's V-day present.  All while avoiding doing the things on the list above.  /me sighs.

What say I just forget about the class work and hope none of my grad schools accept me on the condition of my last semester GPA, huh?  Okay, probably a very bad idea, but I'm getting kind of burnt out on this whole undergrad thing.  I want to graduate already.  Ane go to grad school while my husband finally gets a job that will actually support us.  Wouldn't that be great?  Last year we only made about sixteen grand.  I don't know how we managed, especially with the wedding.  Oh, wait.  Yeah, that's how I racked up 8 grand in credit.  /me sighs again. 

Right now I could drop out in a heartbeat in exchange for financial security: a house with a washer/dryer/dishwasher, health insurance, and a car.  But right now I'm a dirt poor, apartment-dwelling, uninsured pedestrian.  And I'm suddenly very depressed.  Oh well.  tomorrow is my hubby's birthday and we are going out to eat somewhere fabulous that we can't afford.  Since we can't afford anything, but I figure that as long as we're racking up the credit card debt we might as well get one really good meal out of it.