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Do you frequently wake up in the morning and observe that its not worth getting out of bed today? How 'bout if you do that every day, like me? seriously, I feel like I never get enough sleep, I'm always exhausted. And every day I have some random ailment- sore throat one day, sinuses the next, random aches and pains that hit one place at a time but change up every few hours, stomach upset. You get the idea. I've come to the comclusion that I an a psycho-somatic mess. I'm so stressed out that my body is responding with aches, exhaustion, and my stomach trying to eat itself. Not for the first time, I wish I could afford to go back on my anti-depressants. But at the same time, I hate being dependent on a drug to make my problems go away instead of dealing with them head-on they way I feel I should. I need Tums, Zoloft, and a magical pile of free money. *sigh*
I just really really really want this semester to be over. Then I have three nice weeks before French starts (one hour a day for 8 weeks) and then a month off before classes start at Minnesota (the weirdo's don't start until September 5). Meanwhile, I have to find an apartment in the Twin Cities, but I don't have the time to be going up there to look at places every week. And I need to start cleaning my apartment now. I hereby firmly resolve to throw out anything and everything that I don't use/don't need becasue I don't want to move any more shit than I have to. I'm going to start the purge as soon as finals are over.

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Watching the movie "Cathedral" in Berman's class. Horrible, horrible, movie, even for an educational film.